Hello World!


Hello there! I want to take a moment to share something personal with you. You may have known me by a different name, but going forward, I’d appreciate it if you could call me Lillian or Lily for short. I’ve created this website as a way to help those who know me understand what’s happening in my life.

So, let’s start from the beginning. There were nights when I found myself lying in bed, tears streaming down my face, desperately wishing for a different body. These feelings have been with me for a long time, and over the years, I’ve contemplated the idea of transitioning. However, the fear of how the world would react and the anxiety it brought made me suppress those feelings for as long as possible. All I wanted was to feel like a “normal” person.

As I write this, I want to let you know that I’ve started my medical transition. I’m currently undergoing hormone replacement therapy (HRT), which means you might notice some physical changes in me. My skin may change, my scent may be different, and my body fat will redistribute. Additionally, I may develop breasts as part of this process.

While this may come as a surprise to some, for me, it feels like a journey that has been unfolding for a long time. To those who I’ve already confided in privately, thank you for keeping my secret. Now, it’s time for me to embrace my true self openly and authentically.

I hope that by sharing my story on this website, I can help those around me understand what I’m going through and provide insight into the process of a gender transition. I appreciate your support and understanding as I navigate this transformative phase of my life.